I Just Didn't Say That

  I Am Far from Normal Yup, you might have guessed it. I am a unique type of chick from the country. I do what I like; I say how I feel, and I don't care if anyone doesn't like what I have to say, cuz I'm going to say it as it is.  I speak my mind and I do what I feel is right. I don't listen to anyone, and I am not a follower. I'll usually go the other way.  I don't like to be told to do something that I ALREADY know how to do. You have a way of doing things, and that's alright. So, do I. Either way is fine, just as long as it gets done right. Right?  I like to take chances, that's probably why I've been married twice already. And I like to be free with my thoughts. I don't like to be told I have to like something just because the other person likes it. I don't appreciate that.  I like to sleep when I feel tired. I don't think forcing yourself to sleep is healthy anyway. So, at times, I may not sleep for a couple days. I'm not crazy,

 Gamblers Who Get Fucked If you gamble then you know exactly what I mean by this blunt statement. No matter how you play or what you play there are some games that are seriously just after you. I mean, no matter what game you play and no matter how little you put into the game, the damn thing takes it. But if you sit back and watch the game, and see that others are winning, you will take the chance once again, and ONLY    be disappointed once again.  It's like the fucken game knows when you are betting and takes your money on purpose.  I have been playing this casino game for a few years now and it has paid me $6000 in 2021. That was the last time I ever won big.  I played and won a little bit here and there. But nothing to brag about. and to get excited over. A few hundred here and there. But this game is out to get me, SERIOUSLY!    The fucken game knows when exactly I am playing and takes my money. I have watched this flying game and I don't bet for a while. I watch to see i

                       Holy Sh*t That Was A Close One  Okay, so at one point in our lives, we all had to grow up and face the noise of being a teenager. Do you remember being a teenager? Oh, shit! I sure do. This story is all about one of those moments when I realized that I was getting old, and by that I mean a teenager.  When I was growing up, I lived with my grandparents; my mom's parents. And they lived in a little Ukrainian country town called Two Hills.  Now, Two Hills maybe had a population of about 3000 people. Now, in Two Hills there were no black people, and not too many native people lived in Two Hills, but myself. I am native too by the way. My dad's side.  So, being a teenager in Two Hills was not the most exciting place to be. Nothing to do. There was a movie theatre but it closed down in the early 90s.  After that, there was nothing to do for us. Oh, there was a pool hall, but that was closed too. Like in the late 80's I think. Early 90's even. But I neve